Loser...

Yes, no real progress in the weight loss area. I did find some old photos of me that I wish I could get back to that weight on. I am beginning to think I will never find the power behind me to get there.

Eating...

So I think I have figured out I am a "bored" eater. I just tend to eat when I am bored. I don't really eat other than to just eat sometimes. The more I think about it the more annoyed I get about it.

I also have tried to eat more evenly through out the day. This tends to fill me up more so I fill like I am eating more. I guess this is a proven theory so I will continue to try. We will see. I am sure this is more intended for those that actually get off their lazy butts and work out, but I need to continue to try more.

Eating...

So I tried harder again today and I ate many small meals. I am proud of myself, going for it again tomorrow.

Healthy choices...

I need to work on healthier choices, I did tonight by getting water instead of Dr. Pepper. One choice at a time right?

Weakness...

Being lazy, Snickers bars, Cafe Rio and Dr. Pepper, only to name a few. I give in to these all pretty easy, what causes one to be so weak? I can try and try and I successfully had stayed away from Dr. Pepper for so long but then I caved going to the store one day and there is was on sale right in front of me.

I have yet to get back into denying myself it. As a good start I made myself buy some bottled water. I need to start taking my vitamin again, that seemed to help with a lot of cravings I had.

I suck I can only try and hopefully succeed, but really I have failed so much lately. What kind of role model am I setting for my son?

Tomorrow is another day.