Saturday, January 23, 2010

No self control...

I truly have no self control. Not only did I only complete one week of the Special K diet but I continue to eat and eat even if I am full. Why is it my body will crave the food no matter how full I am. I know it is just a mind over matter thing but why am I so weak?

I can only try again, I guess we will see if I ever loose weight. I still have been working many crazy hours so there has been no exercise trying on my part either.

Because of the hours all I do is come home and I just feel more lonely than I ever have because I don't have enough time to talk to anyone at work really and it seems I don't have anyone else I can really too and because all I do is complain about work it seems that no one ever really wants to talk to me anymore. I am sure it is all in my mind but that is the way I feel right now.

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