Loser...

Yes, no real progress in the weight loss area. I did find some old photos of me that I wish I could get back to that weight on. I am beginning to think I will never find the power behind me to get there.

Eating...

So I think I have figured out I am a "bored" eater. I just tend to eat when I am bored. I don't really eat other than to just eat sometimes. The more I think about it the more annoyed I get about it.

I also have tried to eat more evenly through out the day. This tends to fill me up more so I fill like I am eating more. I guess this is a proven theory so I will continue to try. We will see. I am sure this is more intended for those that actually get off their lazy butts and work out, but I need to continue to try more.

Eating...

So I tried harder again today and I ate many small meals. I am proud of myself, going for it again tomorrow.

Healthy choices...

I need to work on healthier choices, I did tonight by getting water instead of Dr. Pepper. One choice at a time right?

Weakness...

Being lazy, Snickers bars, Cafe Rio and Dr. Pepper, only to name a few. I give in to these all pretty easy, what causes one to be so weak? I can try and try and I successfully had stayed away from Dr. Pepper for so long but then I caved going to the store one day and there is was on sale right in front of me.

I have yet to get back into denying myself it. As a good start I made myself buy some bottled water. I need to start taking my vitamin again, that seemed to help with a lot of cravings I had.

I suck I can only try and hopefully succeed, but really I have failed so much lately. What kind of role model am I setting for my son?

Tomorrow is another day.

Could it be three times...

I think I have broke a new record lately! I just "worked out" three times in 2 days. I am considering the web walking I did while make a 30 spiderweb as exercise because my hips hurt tons because of it.

I also went swimming today with the boy, I did make an effort to make a little bit of a work out out of it too.

Had only water at lunch with a salad. That is really good compared to what I have done lately.

Getting there, I will be doing it in no time.

Wow, really sucks...

I really suck at working out. I did finally get off my butt and did a walk today while the boy was doing his basketball practice today. And as a more positive note I did manage to drag the dog with me, yes it was pointed out at the vet's office that she is about a pound and a half overweight too.

I walk for about an 45 minutes today and I did go 2.19 miles so really a good start for finally getting up off my ass to work out some today. According to the Nike iPod hook up I burned 361 calories, but pretty sure I ate that all back at dinner tonight, so on a the plus side I at least worked out some!

I didn't even use the excuse of not having the correct earphone pieces, not sure even where the new ones I bought are currently and my sister has yet to return my other ones from her Ragnar relay that she borrow, nope I sucked it up and used the crappy hurt my ear ones.

Two songs I remember (and yes I know not the best work out songs but not sure what happened to my work out play list) were "Thriller" by Micheal Jackson and "I'll be there for you" by I think Bon Jovi.

Oh well, all in all I at least tried it today, only good can come from this again hopefully.

Stairs instead...

Well I took the stairs instead of the elevator to get into work today. Had noodle soup for lunch, still had waffles for breakfast and let's just not discuss dinner (all I can say is I got off work late so it was not as good as it should be).

Really tired, fell asleep watching tv on the couch so early to bed tonight.

I am weak...

Sleeping in is always so much better and easier. I am weak I slept in, but in on success I was able to get up 15 minutes earlier, one small battle.

Still I am even weaker, chicken broth did not sound good today. What started as me heading out to go and get a chicken kabob turned into me getting a burger and fries with Dr. Pepper (yes, large). SUCK!

Will I ever be able to start? Who knows, but I am cooking a meal at home, yet another small step (and SUCK I am still weak and have Dr. Pepper at home).

Why am I so weak and why must the foods you crave taste so good! I blame the foods.

New beginnings...

I am creating this blog so I can keep track of how I am losing weight (might not be a whole lot of losing but a girl can try).

I want to lose 60 pounds, I plan on doing it 5 pounds at a time, hence the 60 by 5s title. It will also allow me to talk about training for various events, such as tri-athalons, 5ks and such.

I plan on doing some sort of exercise tomorrow, hopefully I can get my ass out of bed and do something in the morning as well as when we get home (that is depending on if I can get out of work on time!).

I plan on keeping track of my eating habits because I know I don't do a very good job at that either.

If you plan on following this please forgive me for any swearing that may offend you because I plan to just say it as it is.